Its been 2 months now

Ive stayed here in Canada for 2 months. I've met new people and face new challenges. But I have to be honest. I love the country and the people here in Canada. But I cant deny that I sometimes miss my country. I miss especially my friends that I used to goof around.

My classmates and our struggles that we faced as a class. But despite everything that had happened in the passed. We manage to get through it as a team(KOSTKA).

I miss my family because they've seen me grow up. Our family trips and vacations. Our family bondings.

I miss my country, I have to be honest. I sometimes say that "I hate my country", but that doesn't mean that I hate everything about Philippines. Now that I'm here in Canada, I can tell the difference of the two. I'm still struggling to get used to the system, but I'm getting there.

"Give me time to heal, So that the wounds will seal"

Silent Goodbye

As I stare at the past

I thought we would last

But it was too much to handle

you just blow out the candle

and let me fade in the air

But still you don't care

I guess I don't have a choice

Because you ignored my voice

I'm tired of the game

I'm burning our frame

While I said my silent Goodbye

I saw you and *sigh*

First birthday in Canada! :D

Today is my birthday ... Im finally 17, I dont know what so great about turning 17 but ok then :)).

What I did during my birthday? not much. We ate a lot of food. My aunt baked a mouth-watering cake , Spaghetti and Ice cream. Ice cream isnt tasty when the weather is cold :)). Then thats pretty much it. Nothing crazy or no big party. Oh when I woke up this morning I saw gift beside me. It has a card and says "I hope we made your birthday here in canada a memorable one-Love aunt and uncle". And inside the gift was a cool jacket, I love it! :) ...

Checked my facebook account, A lot of people greeted even though some arent close but I really appreciate it :)

Arrival

Im finally in canada... Cant believe it! Hahaha!

Everything is so beautiful. Random people are greeting me. The place is just simply amazing.

We went to downtown. Passed-by University of toronto(which is amazing). Here's a sample.

Isnt it amazing :). Ive been here for 4 days ... so Im still settling down ... More to come... But thats all for now... Bye! :P

Before my departure

I'm finally leaving. I don't know what surprises awaits me there. But no matter what happens. I'll remain strong and

focus on my goals.

Been meeting with my family and friends before my departure. I'm very thankful for giving me their time. If your wondering why I'm quiet most of the time while we bonded. It's because I almost cried.

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! :)

Sept. 7 - Francine and I met. I haven't seen her since graduation. So when we met it was a blur and a stir for me. I guess I wasn't used to the new her. I was disappointed but at the same time elated meeting the new Francine. But either way, I was happy to see her. I'm gonna miss you Francine!

Sept. 11 - Me, Dindi(Which I call her GURL), And Roie hang out at SM. I had a blast with them. We watched resident evil: Afterlife. I can't believe dindi survived the movie(Hahahaha). I'm happy that I got closer to them.I'm gonna miss you Dindi and Roie!

Sept 18 - Me, Marj, Karla, Taton, Ren2x, and Kat. They were the last group that I bonded a

nd no doubt that this is the craziest group ever, but I love them. Though we are incomplete, I still had a load of fun. I'm gonna miss you burrs! :))

After the bonding with the gurls! :) - I noticed niki was online and I started to chat with her.Then Rei was there, So we chat but the chat was confusing. So it was all random. LOL :))

I'll miss everything here. :D

Hope to see you guys soon.

Letting Go

"Never make someone your priority when they only consider you an option"

This quote caught my attention. I know that I'm suppose to let PAST BE PAST. But when I saw you and talked to you "in the past". All of the memories of the past haunts back. I thought seeing you again would be OK now since I've let go. But I guess I haven't. Let's call this person "BLAH" because I don't want to ruin someone's reputation.

Blah and I are great friends but I get this feeling that I'm just a "back-up" friend. But I wasn't sure if that was true or not. But all I know in the past is that Blah hurt me. But I'd admit that I also made mistakes. I'm annoying and selfish. But after the school year, We both said sorry to each other.

Today, I'm slowly forgetting the past and moving on. Me and Blah are still friends. :)